Real Stranger, Real Stranger ...

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• I was so nervous. Six days left before the exams and teaching simulation: KILL ME! There are lot of assignments which not complete yet, including teaching scripts.
• My (left) knee is still hurt, plus I hit by little accident when I went to school this morning. What a perfect pain! But, look at me! I am alive, lol.
• The diarrhoea still exists. Annoying? Def!
• I miss “my Stranger”. I really am!
• My x bf is getting crazy and it scared me a lot. I told him nicely, I don’t want him back for any reasons, but he couldn’t accept that. My friend said that he has a deeply obsession to having sex with me. What a scary! We broke up because I wasn’t ready yet for sex. Well, don’t get me wrong please! I know guy you need “it” but I just can’t fight for someone who’s fucking around girls. As long as he’s my boyfriend, I won’t share him with anyone. Never! There’ll be time that I am ready for sex, I’m pretty sure about it, just need to be patient. Love is not all about sex, but I know its part of that. I called a relationship as knowing each other progress; the character, the bad side, the good side, etc, until I decided that I am going to spend the rest of my life with him. I mean, we get involved into a relationship to find our life partner, don’t we?! If you just wanna play games, then you are the loser because you’ve got nothing except the temporary fun. That’s not what I am looking for! Life is so short, so I am not going to waste my time for nothing *blink*

love and madness

stranger 

It's been a long time not write here. I couldnt remember my password tho. lol. well...

today is my b'day. Hm... what can i say? I have already make a wish, and God know what it was since i whispered in early morning on my every prayer. So, like another years, i didnt celebrate my b'day. No party!  *smile* everyone got their own business but hey, i didnt complain it, never! I am quite happy standing in front of mirror, looking at myself and said happy b'day. Hohohoho... it just me, and me, and me. :) that was cool.

later

some pics  for you!










My feeling is getting better.
So, prends soin de toi...

Weeew... Got some pics for ya, wearing yukata :)


 hehehe, no comment then ;)


Another pics taken today: at home

A good analogy for understanding and appreciating the level of effort this takes is to imagine yourself going to a professional symposium in another country. You know some, but not all, of their social rules; you're cognizant that your language translation skills might not be perfect, and you have to monitor what you say and do continuously so you don't offend another person or make a fool of yourself. So, every experience is anxiety-laden. You want to fit in, you want to interact, but even a simple introduction is unnerving. Now, take that feeling and multiply it over hundreds of daily interactions, times 24 hours a day times 7 days a week times 52 weeks a year times year after year after year. That's what it can be like for people with social deficits - even seemingly "simple" interactions can require a lot of effort on our parts in order for us to look like we fit in.

 - from The Unwritten Rules of Social Relationships by Temple Grandin and Sean Barron.

later guys!